Getting over the creation. That was the answer from my soul last week when I asked what part of my healing I needed to focus on next. I was a little confused at first because I have been told by my soul that I healed my judgment of the Experiment in Duality. I understand, accept, and embraced its purpose and perfection, and I thought I was over it.
However, I realized that I am still judging and condemning some of my creations in the many lives I have led inside the experiment. I need to heal and let go of them all before I can know oneness and fully experience myself as Source.
The Experiment in Duality
Most of you understand the experiment even if you have not fully accepted it. The experiment was an opportunity to increase our ability to love by understanding what it felt like not to not feel loved. We created the perception of duality from Source and opened ourselves to new experiences. Many of those were based on separation and were not very loving. Until we heal the creations we still judge as wrong, we are stuck in the illusion.
I should have recognized that I have healed around the experiment but not fully healed myself inside the experiment. After all, I have been teaching this stuff for more than twenty years. We all find it easier to forgive others than to forgive ourselves on the deepest levels. This is what the healing process is about—going deep into ourselves and finding the remaining lost pieces and bringing them into the light for transformation.
Once we have healed the bigger and more obvious issues, the smaller ones begin to get harder to find. As our frequency goes higher, we’re feeling pretty fine most of the time. We experience greater love, compassion, patience, etc. Accepting and forgiving are getting easier and easier.
I know you are moving through this transformation. You have moments of overwhelming love and joy. Life is flowing more easily and you are feeling closer to Source. But sometimes you are edgy, anxious, and irritable, and you aren’t sure why. No obvious reason is in your face, but you are out of sorts. It is because your underlying issues are getting smaller and more subtle and, therefore, can be more difficult to grasp. As your frequency goes higher, you will be challenged to identify the issues hiding in the nooks and crannies of your energy field.
Getting Over the Creation
You already know that love is the answer. As my soul said to me, “Every choice you have made, everything you have created, has had divine purpose because it was for your learning, growth, and expansion. Each creation was important for you from Source’s perspective so each one must be important from yours. You must love each one and what you learned. It is time to get over the creation.”
Letting go of the belief that anything you have done in any lifetime was wrong, bad, or evil is the only way you will heal all that you are. Ask your soul, yourself-as-Source, to help you clear and heal every outstanding judgment you are holding against yourself. It does not matter what it was or in which lifetime it occurred. You may not need to identify any of them specifically to heal. However, you know that some of your issues have to be understood and embraced before healing, so do not be afraid to look at what you consider darkness. It is just part of the process for all of us.
It is time to let go of the past and know only love. Each creation was made with purpose, and all creations were made to honor and expand human consciousness, even those you might still perceive as wrong or bad. Understanding, compassion, and forgiveness are the path to healing. Join me and make a huge leap forward by getting over the creation.
There are days when I know only joy and much happiness. Days when I have allowed myself to understand the past misjudgments and admit what I learned from them . And then, somehow, the memories creep back in and cause such a disturbances to my healing and growth and judgments.
And as for years, i again find the strength, the spirit, the memories of optimize and I come back to my happiness. But the pain is undeniably deep and scarring. Another day of tears and heartache. That hopefully will be gone by tomorrow.
With years of practice of this recycling emotional trauma I wish that I could say this is the last time. But, at least it does not put me to bed for a month or a week anymore. One day of crying and I am good.
Thank you for sharing this, dear friend. Healing is not always easy but you keep making progress and hanging in like the rest of us. As you said, the days filled with love and peace come more often and soon only that love and peace will be left. Keep shining.
Marsha, this is so powerful! You are always in my head, and provide the right knowledge at the right time. I’m not sure how you do that. Much love to you!
I have to thank Source for the timing. When I am guided to write a post, I always ask what the topic should be and, amazingly, it seems to be what we need at the time. Keep shining, my friend.